Reflection of L.I.F.E

Our life cannot always be full of happiness but it can always be full of love!

The more you plan, the less likely you will experience chance, therefore live life to the fullest.

A true friend is one who holds your hand and thus touches your heart.

Life is reality without an eraser!

Nothing in the future, will correct those moments that you have missed in the past.

Don’t dispair, the nicest things will happen to you when you least expect them...

Don’t cry over what has happened in the past, but be happy that you could enjoy the moment.

The unkindness of others is the fertilizer for one's own growth.

Everything that happens, happens for a reason!

~~My Life in 2009~~

A new year for a new start........
From January till now what had I done??

January~~~
New semester just started... so nothing much to do actually.....
I had participated in Olympia Badminton Vet Sport on 11 Jan ... Just me and Randolf Paza who participated in all the categories... So end up I played for 8 matches......and managed to go to final...
But we me and Randolf also pull out from finals, so we are the silver medalists...
On 15th Jan, Ing Ing met with an accident!!! Initially, I just felt not going home and stay at faculty... but suddenly we got the news from office sating that Ing Ing was hit by a lorry.... all of us was very shock... we went to visit her at Banting Hospital which not look like a hospital....she ha 3 cracked ribs and suturing at the eyebrow and back of the ears.. luckily she is ok now...
After that week, it was few days to CNY...... I skipped the class on 23rd Jan and went back... haha
This year CNY is very 'silent'....not as merry as last year... but I still managed to meet my classmates and went pai nian......



February~~~
After CNY.... have to back to reality, busy with lectures, assignments and EXAMs!!!!!!!!!!!
This months is another busy months.... because surgery practical had started..........
The first week I'm the asst. nurse. Nothing to do much... just stand and watch... and run here and there to help the others...and the surgery ended at 11.30pm...
During the second week, I'm the anaesthetist.... I'm the one who in charge to premed, induce and maintain the patient in stage 3 plan 3... where it can't feel the sensation of pain....
The third week... I'm the scrub nurse... I need to wash all the instrument after the surgery......and have to make sure no single clamps that stain with blood or have blood smell..and arrange them in order..
and last week I'm the asst. surgeon....and I was sick that week because of virus infection due to immunosuppression... I have to scrub in. 1 hand need to brush at least 400 times..... really tiring....and my group was the last group to bring in the dog.... sigh...
during the surgery, my surgeon accidentally broke the uterine horn .... drop pedicle!!!! so we have to search for the ovary and stop the bleeding under the duodenum... Huh... luckily we manage to finish the surgery at last..


On 26th Feb.... our dvm is organising the Majilis Silaturahim... and the theme is GHOST MUSICAL....I'm the Digi toyol in our class performance..



March~~
This week... it is my turn to be surgeon...... and Dr Rashid had passed on the order that today's surgery class have to finish by 6pm....... wow... really stressful... anyway... i'll do my best..

Day of all 'suai things' happened!!!

Sigh................ What a bad day to me.... Today I just having surgery class and it is suppose is a good day because it is a day where the class starts at 11am.. but all the unwanted things happened....

1. Dreams of something that is strange is going to happen...
2. Feeling uneasy when going to lecture.
3. Suddenly blamed by others...
4. Surgery practical cancelled.
5. Naima and Naipa lost her belongings.
6. Class resumed without informing me. ( luckily I noticed that the class is still going on while me and Hajar were on the way to horse stable.)
7. Blamed for not informing others the class is resume!!

What a bad day....... sigh........... luckily our DVM won third placing in the basket ball match....

P.S. : Must go to pray pray and sent away all my '小人’
Cheer up naima and naipa.... :)

Am I a good cook??

Am I a good cook?? Recently, I cook my own dinner instead of going out to 'tapao'. There are few reasons that lead me to cook actually. Firstly, I'm too lazy to think what to everyday. Every time when it is dinner time, everyone will ask, "What to eat??" "Where to eat??" So, it is really make me feel boring when dinner time come.... Secondly, at times I am lazy to drive out to eat.. I am tired of jalan -jalan cari makan... Sometimes I drive as far to have dinner at Equine Park and Kajang and as near as Bao Long which is a foodcourt near my rented house in Serdang to cari makan. Thus, I take up my mind to cook.

Cooking is like doing experiments. Most of the times I have to ask my mum through the phone call how to cook?, what to add?, how long does it need to cooked? and many many more questions.... Haha.. but I really enjoy the process of cooking. Usually I'll cook together with michiyo and we eat together.... So, when i am cooking, she will clean up the utensils and I will so the same things when she is doing the cooking. It is really fun... And we go wet market like those 'obasan' buying vegetables and bargaining with those aunties and uncles.. haha...

Most of the time, we'll cook 3 dishes and 1 soup. So I am gettimg fatter and fatter now... OMG... I need to diet already.... seriously!!!

normal porridge

special maggie

delicious curry laksa

grilled salmon with butter

Fried crispy chicken fillet

lady fingers, salmon, and crispy chicken + special myonise sauce

I am having great improvement right?? Actually, there are still a lots of pictures.. but I didn't post it.... So, how is it??? passed??? Do you know many people wanna to try my cooking..... especially mr goh rite??? haha And this suddenly make me recall something that had been said by somebody.. she suggested that bring her bf and eat together with us..... My dear friends also haven't tried my cooking before why must I cook for other people bf?? weird right??? It is alright to cook for haha.. Kok Hong had already promised me to try my cooking... hahaha.... thanks buddy :) Hope that my cooking is delicious o... haha

Housemate's 21st birthday...~~Happy..

24th October 2008, a special day to celebrate... Yeah!!!! It is the day after pharmacology and toxicology test... After a week of final exams... now is the time for us to relax awhile before I continue to study for pathology paper....In conjunction to my beloved housemate, Mr Sim 21st birthday which fall on 25th October...Me and miss Michiyo had plan a steamboat dinner for him.... and an unexpected Karaoke session at home.....
When the clock struck 10.40am which mean that the exam is over... yahoo.. finally I finished my 3rd paper....then suddenly my coursemate that sat beside me during exam told me that there will be a session of body measuring at 11.30am..Sigh... But nevermind, I have nothing to do afterthat also.. haha.. During the measuring session, we had made a lot of fun... haha.. especially when the tailor was measuring Ms Michiyo.. haha.. Want to know what'd happened???? Don't want to tell you all..... lol... When the my turn came, the guys were teasing me by saying ' wah, evonne sure brake record de..haha' Get what they were trying to say?? haha.. try and guess...
After the session ended, me and alice together with Tse Peng went to Jusco Cheras Selatan to shop for materials for steamboat at night.... but before that my stomach was grumbling..gurrrr...ghurrr. OMG, I'm very very hungry dy.. Therefore, we straight away went to Johnny and I'd order a set of Thai belacan fried rice with thai tea, tom yam soup, and desserts. Wow.. what a wonderful meal....Nice...
After a heavy meal, we went to the supermarket and started to buy the steamboat materials... We bought sweetcorn, aspirigillus, china cabbage, tohu, fishballs, prawns, and etc.. and I bought a piece of salmon fish fillet.. It just cost me RM3.03... haha.. Very boring right?? sure boring.. so let's move to the steamboat..

me, Luke,Keng Seng, Michiyo, Stellar, Tse Peng

chicken balls + fishballs + crabsticks

Spring rolls

Seaweed

The pictures show parts of the dishes that night.. haha.. and here is some pictures of Mr Sim and Ms Michiyo... both of them were drunk that night.. haha..

Present for Mr Sim

Nothing to say much... Just wish MR Sim Happy Birthday again... although we had sing out loud 祝你生日快乐.....

A serious talk.....

Last night after I went to bed, I was woke by my friend to have a little talk at about our current friendship or 'relationship' in chinese . Actually I'd expected this 'talk' since the earlier of the day.....
Actually, the problem started during dogathon preparation period I guess.. but I just keep ignoring the problem and thought it was just a small problem untill the day after dogathon. I still remember it was at night around 12 something, after I my shower.. I can't remember how have is the little arguement stared...Oh ya.. is decideing when to go for practical.. After attending MAHA, we got to know there is a small ruminant farm in Sg Buluh.. so, she suggested to go there because it is near her home but I was not interesting to go for ruminant practical this semester...so dunno how the arguement starts and she said that I hate her bf.... and etc lar..Come on, why I hate him?? Is he anyone important to me?? NO.... So, after that I drove out because I don't want to disturb my other housemate... I went round and round with a tears and dunno where to go.. I can't enter college because It was already 12 am...so I called my friend.. he asked me to his place to have a drink and later he'll sent me back... but I didn't bring my purse along.. Then after going round and round and round and keep thinking.. why?? why?? and why?? Why she treat me like that?? What I had done wrong???.. Then I stop beside the football field... It was beside a lamp post...I sat there alone in the car and dunno where to go....and I'm really hurt that time... :(
In another occation when I went for a dinner with my friends and juniors.... They asked me why I was jealous of her having a bf....I still remember very clearly what they told me and my feeling at that time still very fresh in my mind. I felt really sad and really disappointed and keep asking myself "Is that I am that type of person as she said???" I ask myself again and again is I jealous of her? the answer is NO! NO! NO! Why I have to jealous?? I'm happy with what I am now...
So, from that day onwards I keep quite and stand aside to observe myself what is the problem actually that causes breakage in our friendship?? I noticed a lot of things... that were unexpected... I see it clearly and feel it myself as well... I did seek advices form most of my close friend such as poh eng, kok hong, and my dear friend chin han and I also did asked them to tell me what is my problems..They said I'm too kind-hearted and easily bully by others... and they even advice me to move out and don't care about her so much and it is not worth to treat someone that is not treating you as friend and keep hurting you!!! I admit, maybe I'm treat her too good and she feel sufocated or give chances for her to take advantages on me... That's is my wrong. "Really sorry if that I had cause you feel that". I deeply apologize.
Actually there are others factors as well but just I don't want to make things more complicated...
So after the talk yesterday, I can feel that she has the thinking to stop and break this friendship and wanna to be herself... the real personality of herself. She also happy because I'd someone that is close to me now... that is ms michiyo.. Even though she didn't say it out but I can feel it... Hope that my feeling is wrong...

I'd keep a sms in my phone for quite a long time dy...that I din't sent out to her....
The content of the sms is :

A friend is someone who listen and cares,
A friend who's someone alwasys there.
A friend brings happiness that can warm and mend.
I'm glad that I can call you a friend.
A lot of people have entered my life,
but one things remains true........
I've never have a single soul who has touched my heart like you
and some of my close friends...
Thank you for being a friend.
I love you.. :*

A strange feeling~~

A strange feeling keep bothering me today....
Today I woke up quite early in the morning because of stomachache.. most probably cause by eating tom yam.. haha...:-D but anyway the tom yam is nice... thanks bung and annas.. * arigatou*
Today I just have parasite lecture in the morning session.. It was just and hour lecture.. so most of my housemate didn't managed to wake up and alice was having headache ...leaving just me and my roommate to go to lecture. Today Dr Amin taught us psoroptes, chorioptes, knemidocoptes, demodectes and ornithonyssus ( hama ayam )... and in the end of lecture we asked him tips for final.. he just said " It is not right to ask tips as student, you should study and the syllibus already cutdown for us.. so we have to study.." Ya, correct, we should study!!!

After the lecture I went back to my house at sri serdang... and went to feed and feeding lecture at 12pm... this time we bring along the food that we had prepared.. and after the lecture we ate together at foyer..... wow, the food is really delicious!!! One of my friend even said that she missed her mum when she ate the redwine chicken cooked my Alice.. haha.. this meal I just steam a tauhu, Ing Ing cooked the rice and Alice cooked the redwine chicken and also cauliflower... and ee ling provide trasport for us to go to class.. After lunch, when Ing Ing and Alice went to computer lab.. a strange feeling came to me...... I dunno why this happens in me... I really dunno...... maybe something that I kept in heart that I think I had abondoned long times ago starts to reveal... I really dunno... but I really did hope that time can be reverse..... when all the happy times we went through together... sigh... Anyway, as mentioned by PE, just be myself... right??